the other night, my friend and i had some unique conversations concerning our attraction to boys. we both suddenly found that we like their butts. ha that was news to us. never once have we found ourselves checking out a member of the opposite sexs' rear end. but now, we have found our self guilty multiple times in just this week. well i guess thats what happens when you get older, your mind changes and does weird things. we talked about our new attractions and people we liked but we never told one another. once each of our admirings were exposed we found that one of them was the same person. it was a sad and pathetic situation. for he was conspiring to get to know our best friend better. well thats the story of our lives. we think a boy is cute and he goes after the lovely other 1/3 of our trio. we have somewhat learned to accept it, cause what else can you do?
i have a very dear man friend. i am very comfortable talking to him about anything. tonight we talked about love. he regretable shared some deep dark secrets from the pit of his heart. but one secret he refused to reveal. it was the identity of a girl he had loved and still does. i do not know why but this secret that was being held from me troubled me greatly. you see he has a girl friend. and he says it is not her whom he loves. i was constantly asking myself why is he with his girl friend if he loves another? he continually told us the reason he was not with his true love is because it has been a constant hit and miss. sadly, the answer to my thought came at once. his girlfriend was a distraction. to sidetrack him from the true desires of his heart that were forcefully kept from him. but who can blame him? this is what the world has come to, you dont get what you want so you find yourself a painkiller to numb the feelings of your aching heart.
i know im droaning on and on. but i know only i will read this so hey mine as well remember what i was thinking, right future natalie? right.
well goodbye for now.
hope the next time you read this things are going better.
Haha this made me giggle. It is all so true and so sad I must say. Well I really hope things become much much better. i love ya squish.
ReplyDeletehaha yes madi. its a horrible situation that we have gotten ourselves trapped into. and we both found out that even boys come up with a distraction when their heart is aching. sad day. i believe i know who his true love is. i have 2 guesses. we already guessed both of them and when he said no we believed him, but hey, he said he wouldnt tell us if we guessed though right?
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