Sunday, September 2, 2012

Glad it happened, Glad its over


As I mentioned in my most recent post, I will be working at Bear Lake Aquatics Base for the next 5 weeks.

Up at the camp I met a great guy named Jake Johnson. We kind of hit it off from the start. We just started to like each other and didn't really question it. The first week we hung out a lot and it was really fun. I felt pretty comfortable with him but I wasn't exactly myself for some reason.

The next week I went to girl’s camp. We kept in touch when I was gone and I returned back to camp on that Saturday. That night we watched a movie and well, what I had expected to happen, happened. I gave him my first kiss. We kissed for a while but I wasn't thoroughly enjoying it because it was my first time and it felt weird. After a while I got used to it though. Ha-ha.

The following Tuesday he started acting weird and I just acted kind of normal but didn't hang out with him a lot. Finally on Friday I confronted him about what was going through his head and he expressed that this was only a camp relationship. I was really sad and hurt but life went on.

The next week I found out all the things he had been telling the other staff members about what happened between us and I was completely upset. I can't believe that he actually had me fooled into thinking that he cared about me, when in reality I was a huge joke to him.

 I’m not happy that I fell for such a disguised jerk, but in a way I am grateful that I did because it taught me a lot.

I know that what happened between us was necessary for me and that it was crucial for it to end.

Like I said, glad it happened, glad it’s over!

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