As I mentioned in my most recent post, I will be working at
Bear Lake Aquatics Base for the next 5 weeks.
Up at the camp I met a great guy named Jake Johnson. We kind
of hit it off from the start. We just started to like each other and didn't
really question it. The first week we hung out a lot and it was really fun. I
felt pretty comfortable with him but I wasn't exactly myself for some reason.
The next week I went to girl’s camp. We kept in touch when I
was gone and I returned back to camp on that Saturday. That night we watched a
movie and well, what I had expected to happen, happened. I gave him my first
kiss. We kissed for a while but I wasn't thoroughly enjoying it because it was
my first time and it felt weird. After a while I got used to it though. Ha-ha.
The following Tuesday he started acting weird and I just
acted kind of normal but didn't hang out with him a lot. Finally on Friday I
confronted him about what was going through his head and he expressed that this
was only a camp relationship. I was really sad and hurt but life went on.
The next week I found out all the things he had been telling
the other staff members about what happened between us and I was completely
upset. I can't believe that he actually had me fooled into thinking that he
cared about me, when in reality I was a huge joke to him.
I know that what happened between us was necessary for me
and that it was crucial for it to end.
Like I said, glad it happened, glad it’s over!
No comments:
Post a Comment